Holiday blues

We’re back home and I’m instantly feeling depressed again. The weight of our relationship keeps pressing on my shoulders. I know I promised you that there was still hope, maybe there is. But I can’t shake this feeling of wanting something else, someone else.

Our puzzle pieces don’t fit, they probably never will - no matter how much we try to carve our edges to fit one another. You won’t be your true self and we both know I haven’t been for a long time.

Maybe we’re just a ticking time bomb at this point, maybe not.

I should unpack my suitcase, but I kind of want to leave again. Sorry.

Just me, a cup of coffee, and a thought I can’t shake.

What’s yours?